So... I really hate to keep posting all these journals saying the same thing, but... I'm in really desperate need of help, guys.
Right now I have a total of $906 in the bank.
As soon as the check for my rent goes through, that number will go down to $196.
Then, after I pay my electricity and internet bills, I'll be down to $90.
The problem is... that's not enough to pay off my credit card bill for the food I've bought since the last statement. I need about twice that much.
I'm going to be getting loans--because, as hard as I've been trying to avoid getting them, I can't. But those loans probably won't get here in time to pay my bill.
That, and... unless I can get a small snafu cleared up with the doctor's office, I might have to pay them $81. Which... yeah.
Let me make this clear: this is all my fault for having waited for so long to get loans (I was trying to delude myself that I could get a job and not have to resort to them), so I wouldn't blame anyone at all if they didn't want to give me help. Because I got myself into this situation.
And I realize that this time of year is a REALLY bad time to be asking for help. Trust me, if I wasn't desperate, I wouldn't be asking. I realize that people are saving up to buy Christmas gifts for their family (unfortunately I can't even do that, lol).
But... if it's at all possible, I'd be so so so very grateful for ANY small bit of help anyone could give. Even if you yourself can't help out, if you know someone who could (and would), it would be great if you could let them know about this...
And even if you don't think my art is really worth the money, just... think of it like a donation with a guarantee of a thank-you gift?
Thank you for reading this, and thank you in advance if you do help out C:> Click the link below for more information~
*CuddlesAndHuggles has kindly offered to do collab commissions with me to help! She will be doing the base sketch, and I will do lineart and coloring, and then she will shade! So if you're more interested in that than just a solo commission, that option is open~ More information can be found at the end of the commission journal above.
ALSO, =SupremacyRain and =TheEvilTeaDrinker and =iBe-Blu AND ~serenadefox have all offered to also do collab commissions! The information for those can, of course, be found above.
Jfc you guys are killing me with all this help :'D